My darling daughter Bonnie, Since we only got to spend a little time together, I wanted to write to you in the hope that you can hear, wherever you are, the words as I write them. I miss you! With every inch of my being, I miss you. I stare at my tummy aimlessly wishing you were still there growing and becoming a big girl, fit and healthy. When you were in my tummy, I’m sorry if you felt like I didn’t talk to you enough, sing to you or stroke my belly so you knew that I was there and cared so so much. Just because I didn’t say every day, out loud how much I love you or how excited daddy and I were to meet you, doesn’t mean I didn’t think it. Maybe you actually heard your silly mummy talking to herself in her head. We were so excited to meet you and watch you grow. We had plans to take you walking as soon as we possibly could. We wanted to show you this beautiful world that we live in and help you learn to walk, talk, read and write. I was desperate to know if you would be sensitive,